My Neighbor’s Breath
December 2020
It has always been a gift
to connect with our lips
exchanging our warm, damp souls
through inhale and exhale, the first thing
we ever did and the last we will do
And now it will be the death of us, literally,
three hundred thousand and counting
opening their bare mouths
and then shutting their eyes for good.
Who would have thought it would take us down—
men, for once, afraid of women who wear
their masks too low—
not of slumped teens fingering car door locks
or broken men sleeping on the sidewalk by Kelly’s Liquor
or the greasy guy who collect our cans
smelling like piss and cigarettes.
The ones we have been taught to fear look no more
dangerous than my sweet neighbor today
raking out front with her geriatric dog
her hello condensing in the cold morning air.
Turns out we’re not islands after all,
my neighbor’s lips a weapon
that could wipe out my whole archipelago.
I turn back home to hide my body away,
to dance behind windows
to the symphony of sirens
All of us dance, like it or not
The great robe of liberation wide open
The delusion lifting like mist